May 20 22

May 20th 2022 · 120 words, about 1 minute read

Caught an elbow in my jaw this morning.
Noticed that my little toe was painful a few minutes later. Dude shifted his whole weight on my foot and I didn't think of it.
Feels like the universe is against me right now, but I know it's just my mind.
I've decided to take a break and train on my own for the next week. Getting more injuries won't make me more useful.

I think I completed my first 24 hours of self restraint.
I've kept a target of 1 week for now. I won't indulge myself until I've got my mind under control.
I'm going to keep going until my work's done.
I will not be distracted.
I WILL NOT BE DISTRACTED.