Bella's vision

October 6th 2023 · 439 words, 2 minute read

It’s really overwhelming to receive a vision

jadi td solat isya

Dr awal solat udah nangis
I remember Allah SWT and I really miss him

Jiwaku kek udh ga disini lagi

Udh ke rumahnya Allah di alam sana

I saw my soul before I became human

I saw Allah’s lights and it’s blinding and the only thing i think was “ya Allah, i miss you. how can i ever desribe this divine longing?”

i saw angels, rank upon rank, worships him. perhaps this was a mix of my imagination, but then i can feel the great energy

intinya adalah aku kangen banget sama Allah, terus diliatin kehidupanku di mana aku ada di alam sana sblm aku jd manusia dimana aku sgt connected to Allah. aku bener2 kangen terhubung dan berada di dekat Allah 24/7

gila ini vision gede banget

This is the ayat that describe what i see

۞ ٱللَّهُ نُورُ ٱلسَّمَـٰوَ ٰ⁠تِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِۚ مَثَلُ نُورِهِۦ كَمِشۡكَوٰةࣲ فِیهَا مِصۡبَاحٌۖ ٱلۡمِصۡبَاحُ فِی زُجَاجَةٍۖ ٱلزُّجَاجَةُ كَأَنَّهَا كَوۡكَبࣱ دُرِّیࣱّ یُوقَدُ مِن شَجَرَةࣲ مُّبَـٰرَكَةࣲ زَیۡتُونَةࣲ لَّا شَرۡقِیَّةࣲ وَلَا غَرۡبِیَّةࣲ یَكَادُ زَیۡتُهَا یُضِیۤءُ وَلَوۡ لَمۡ تَمۡسَسۡهُ نَارࣱۚ نُّورٌ عَلَىٰ نُورࣲۚ یَهۡدِی ٱللَّهُ لِنُورِهِۦ مَن یَشَاۤءُۚ وَیَضۡرِبُ ٱللَّهُ ٱلۡأَمۡثَـٰلَ لِلنَّاسِۗ وَٱللَّهُ بِكُلِّ شَیۡءٍ عَلِیمࣱ﴿ ٣٥ ﴾

• Sahih International:
Allāh is the Lighti.e., the source and bestower of light and enlightenment. of the heavens and the earth. The example of His lightHis guidance in the heart of a believing servant. is like a niche within which is a lamp;Literally, a burning wick, which is the essence of a lamp. the lamp is within glass, the glass as if it were a pearly [white] star lit from [the oil of] a blessed olive tree, neither of the east nor of the west, whose oil would almost glow even if untouched by fire. Light upon light. Allāh guides to His light whom He wills. And Allāh presents examples for the people, and Allāh is Knowing of all things.

• Dr. Mustafa Khattab:
Allah is the Light of the heavens and the earth. His light is like a niche in which there is a lamp, the lamp is in a crystal, the crystal is like a shining star, lit from ˹the oil of˺ a blessed olive tree, ˹located˺ neither to the east nor the west, whose oil would almost glow, even without being touched by fire. Light upon light! Allah guides whoever He wills to His light. And Allah sets forth parables for humanity. For Allah has ˹perfect˺ knowledge of all things.

An-Nur, Ayah 35

nangis ges

i’m just a human, when i receive such revelations i can’t help but being in awe and overwhelmed by the great power of Allah. the only thing i can do is cry and talk as i can

wow susah juga loh berada di plane yg berbeda