Message for future self - kak Noon

Pile 1
You might going through a rough patch right now, one that somehow devoid you from the things that supposed to be yours in the first place or from some sort of trickery that were put on you, despite you literally only have been focusing on your own business.
The message from your future self is, just let it be. Not saying that you shouldn't defend yourself when faced in dangers, but it's more of don't really pay them any mind. If something were done to you behind your back, theres a reason why those things happened behind your back instead of right in front of you; they're really not worth you spending time or energy or headspace to. If you're feeling resentful however, just trust that universe and god (if you believe in god) were never asleep.
And if you ask why your future self asks you to just pay no heed to it/them, it's because they dont really have any correlation with your goal. Why should you focus in things that has nothing to do with your goal? Don't you think it would be more beneficial had you only have eyes for your goal, instead of minding a business that wouldn't serve you anything other than headache? Not saying that you wouldn't get there had you pay it any mind, because you will reach it regardless. But obviously it would take longer if you ended up caring and taking care of it somehow.
Your future self also asks you to be patient, because certainly it's not a nice experience that you've done nothing but somehow something happened to you anyway. Your future self wants you to know that life be like that sometimes, like even when you're doing nothing stuffs would keep happening anyway. They want you to change gears when you're in the place to, because you have a goal that you want to achieve. Change will come to those who put effort in it, so try to shift your eyes from the problem that you most likely don't cause towards the goal that you've been yearning for. You will definetely get a step closer to it by doing so.

Pile 2
You have been "fighting your demons", be it literal or not, and despite you doing it for sometimes already, somehow the "rewards" that you've received is still small and little despite the struggle and the effort you put into it. Not saying that you're not grateful for it, but you might cant help but wonder whether you're in the rigjt track or not, or that whether those rewards is sufficient for you in the long run or not.
Your future self want to say that, don't overthink it. Or that there's no need to overthink your steps as you've been going for sometime anyway. They would like to remind you that you guys's goal has been that one thing, what's left for you to think and mull over other than working hard towards it?
And, it's not like you're completely alone in this either anyway. You have your friends, or family, or people that cares deeply for you. While yes, you're working hard on this, sometimes asking for advices or even help wouldn't hurt too. Help and support were there when you need it, so don't hesitate for too long and just continue marching onto your goal!
But of course, take the rest if you needed. You'd think you can only beat life by constantly grinding hard, when in reality having enough rest would add to your effectivity in working. Yes, you've been doing the work hard part. But don't forget that there's the work smart part where your brain finally have time to store informations that you get through the day, in which would help them work faster if you give yourself some rest/relaxing time, resulting in having a better headspace and clearer perception whem facing work stuffs.
And? Even if you did something wrong during this journey, does not mean that the world is ending. Again, you're not completely alone in this world. Either someone else would notice that you've gone astray so they warned you for it, or that you've gone astray and only noticed after you made the mistake, but does not mean you dont have any time to do some damage control or ask for advoce from experts or the people around you.

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Pile 3
This pile says that you've been trying to hold your ground despite what life throws at you, but they somehow always comes in an unexpected timing and they don't really stop. All the while, your heart were still wounded so you don't really have time to stop to mend it. In result, you've grown weary and tired, questioning whether will this continue for eternity because you just cant see the end of it.
Your future self want to reassure you that yes, it would end. You might feel like you're pouring effort in the wrong jar, that they wouldn't be rewarded because as for now, you're acting out of confusion. Not given the time to heal, you feel like you're doing everything halfheartedly; as if the efforts you put in both handling life and handling yourself werent enough, because your focus is split. Your future self want to reassure you that every ounce of your effort do count, that you might not be able to see it now as it's very small and subtle, but you will later see it.
And whether this confusion or mess would end? Yes they will. They will end for good one day, leading you to celebrate the occassion with those you love. Have hope, have faith that this shall pass because certainly, you're walking towards the path of happiness.
Rather than focusing on who to blame in your current situation, they wish that you could focus on yourself; letting yourself feel and process the emotion that you're currently facing. Of course the goal should be to let the emotions flow, not for you to drown deep into it and lose yourself in the process. The goal is so that you would be able to see more clearly what this is actually about, because the hopelessness you've been feeling blocks you from the bigger picture.
Trust that the universe would hand you what's best for you. Sometimes it won't be something that the thing you think you need the most to help your situation, but you'll see why.
And funfact, when i do the pile readings, it were raining outside. But when i reached pile 3, the rain slowly stopped. The rain won't last forever, so hang in there!

Pile 4
You're in an okay situation, somehow. Except, the rest and the relaxing made you afraid that something is going to come after you and strip you from it, or that something would give you a burden and more burden and that you would end up with piled up burden on your shoulder.
Your future self want to tell you that it is okay to rest. You might have been through similiar stuff happening to you in the past; you resting after a long hard work only to be given something you should take care of, resulting in you feeling restless when you're finally getting the rest. But if not now, when will you finally lay down and actually take some rest?
Your future self want to tell you that it's okay to take some rest, that there's no need to be so wary of your surroundings. Because in one way or another, life would always find a way to give you surprises that you don't expect coming, be it small or big. So rather than worrying over something that has yet to be proven coming in the first place, isn't it better to cherish the time you have now by using it to replenish your energy instead of worrying? Heck, even worrying takes some energy too!
It is indeed hard to rewire the way we think or unlearning stuffs that have been with us for a long time, but your future self asked you to ask yourself; does this serve me, or does this hinders me from getting what i deserves? Are you really sure that life only have one thing, one answer for everything when it constantly changes? Because, there is a difference between constantly worrying over things that have yet to come versus looking out for yourself in a proper manner.
And your future self wanted to tell you, that even if the burden you feared would come to you, you'll be okay. You'll be just fine. You've went through so many hurdles to be able to sit where you currently is, so you definetely have the power to face the burden had it appears. It won't be as scary because you have the knowledge now, you're wiser than the past you, you know better how to choose your options or deciding what actions to take. So have faith in yourself as well buddy, you got this.