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Kaget gitu dibilang saya lebih keliatan bebas dan happy sekarang dibanding dulu. Lebih tenang sih iya, saya sendiri juga merasakan. Tapi lebih bebas dan happy?

....Anda melihat apa di saya?
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Raito
Segampang ini ya bikin orang mikir sesuatu yang sebenernya dibuat-buat itu 'asli'. Dan saya kira orang ini yang bicara seakan dia bisa paham sifat asli orang cuma dengan ngobrol aja (dan memang benar bisa) bakalan langsung sadar kalau saya 'maksa', ternyata ga. Terkejut, jelas.
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Raito
But srsly tho....
Have you known me reading any book properly for the past few years?
Have you seen me drawing freely, that aren't retouching old drawing in these recent years? How many times?
Have you seen me or have me talk about me playing with my friends? How frequently is that?

It's ridiculous, I always talked about work and work and work whenever I talk about myself bc there is nothing but that in my head for so many times, my head is full of what to do for the future. And I'm not even talking about making my future bright or making it big, I just don't want to live a life I will curse every second. I don't want to regret not working hard and save whatever I have when I was young.

Yes I am happy to talk about work and my progress, but it is because I can finally get away from everything that makes me stressed. Is talking about this counted as badmouthing and blaming others of my miserable stressful life, playing victim?
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I wonder how could anyone close to me see me as a happy-go-lucky who is freely doing whatever I want to while complaining about being stressed and playing victim blaming so many people, the government, the country, etc, because I am not satisfied with my current life.

Anda melihat apa...
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Saya memang bangun siang sekitar lewat tengah hari, tapi memang saya baru tidur sekitar jam 6-7 pagi. Anda seharusnya juga tahu lebih dari siapapun pola hidup saya bagaimana...bisa-bisanya...
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